AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHH! Why does it seem all I want to do is scream these days? I am angry, pissed, annoyed, , fuming, heated, infuriated and offended by your actions. Why do I let stupid, immature, idiotic, senseless, uncaring people get to me like this? Why can’t I just take it for what it is and leave it at that? Why do I get a knot in my stomach at the thought of your words in my ear? The only "nice" thing I heard was "Yeah, I don’t like it either!" Well, gee, that’s nice to know. So now what? NOW WHAT? I WANT TO KNOW!!!! I get a knot in my stomach every time I think of you. I thought I was going to vomit on a few occasions. Why do you get to me like this? Sometimes you are just toxic!
Why did I even bother?
Why do I even bother?