Even though I am still clueless, I feel an awkward sense of peace. I am so calm, at ease with it that it’s almost scary. Who are you and what have you done with Michelle? It’s weird how I could feel like this knowing that I have idea what is going to happen, what the next step is. I am in limbo right now. Don’t get me wrong, it bothers me a little bit but not enough to dwell on it obviously. Because if I was, I wouldn’t feel this calm, cool and collected. It’s the feeling you get when you just finished getting an hour massage. That is the best way I can describe how I am feeling on the inside!
It’s like when you have no words and all you can say is “hmmmm!”