Only I can change my fate. By my decisions. By my actions. By my way of life. And I have to admit, the path I am now on looks hopeful and exciting. It’s stimulating! It’s invigorating! It’s somewhere I thought I would never be a year ago. It’s amazing how things have change. How feelings can evolve into something you thought could never exist. Feelings that I thought I wouldn’t have for a long time to come. But you caught me off guard. You were…or should I say are a nice unexpected surprise. Like the dozen roses you gave me on Friday. Like the shopping spree. Like dinner. You are so many things I want and need in my life. You make me feel new again. You make me feel ALIVE!
That’s it! I am finally living!